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i'm doing some research for study abroad programs in my towel& there's patches of snow in my front yard. a good sign.

osle univ. looks like a wonderful place.

adventures

in a few month's i'll be relaxing with my sister in Savannah& sitting at the beach. hopefully in a few month's i'll be able to snag another job& do things with my hair, dreads look hopeful. soon i'll be up& running to something wonderful.

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jem- 24

my senior year of high school i was excited about the movie ultra violet, because of this song. i would sit in my web design class& replay this song in my headphones over& over again. when the movie came out into theater's i went with two friend's& from the get go i was so pissed during the whole film. i will never get those few hours back but i still have that song.

it was, however, better than bloodrayne. bloodrayne was the worst movie i have ever seen& the grossest sex scene recorded on film. the whole time i sat there these four guys behind me kept making groaning noises& sexual remarks. go figure.

i finished all season's of gilmore girls& i kind of teared up a little bit, not because me late night's of laying on my bed& watching it was over, it's because rory gets asked a question& lor sparks flames with luke again. end scene. damn!

nathan has found an apartment& shall be moving into in a month. i asked if i could decor his pad& he said maybe but maybes are always a yes to me. always always always. i'm painting two paintings& they'll both go into his apartment. i have a HUGE red rectangle propped up against my tv stand waiting to be filled. i need paint!

i have bad news, news that made me go weak& purchase 25.00 dollar's worth of beer's. i didn't get drunk but i did get toasty with madre. all i can say is lime's baby, lime's. anyway, my bad news-- i was denied my pell grant& my appeal for the pell grant. i was also denied a loan& my mom was going to do collateral on her car but couldn't afford it.

at 11:30am mom will be having knee surgery& i'll have to spend a few week's helping her move her leg so she want get any blood clots, so, i think i needed a school break.

addictive to gilmore girls 24/7

I want to be productive, to make more art& go on more bike rides, travel more& see more films, drive around the country side. To start new bands (at least seven or eight hundred of them)& relearn how to play my clarinet. I want to write letters Sabrina& I want to receive letter's from total strangers. I want to live-- to eat more fresh vegetables, roll in the snow, sew some skirts, volunteer again. I want to get off the internet away from a technology that has allowed us over and over to be total assholes to each other-- negative feedback or negative comments, cruelty& secrets, hacking into peoples' accounts, none of that matters in Real Life& I need to remind myself of that by removing it from my life entirely.

Well, not entirely but keep it minimal.

fly away

sabrina left today...

i drove around town for a few minutes before heading home& crying. i'll see her soon, it's just 400 miles away& a 7hr drive.